Selasa, 02 November 2021

I AM NOBODY'S CHILD PART IV

 


Almost every day my mother slapped me and beat me until my body bruised & blue, she also cursed me with harsh words, stupid girl, useless girl, in vain I gave birth to you, I gave birth to you to serve me, sometimes she called me a dog, a bitch, smelly 

And a whore, I still remember very well everything she did to me. For a child as young as I am of course I don't know the meaning of whore, I asked my father what is the meaning of whore, father was shocked and asked how i knew that word.

I didn't tell my father that every day my mother called me a whore if my father was not at home.  When my mother's friend came home, she proudly told her friends that I was the child she didn't expect, she had tried and tried various ways to prevent me from being born.

She took various drugs to destroy the baby in her womb. I heard all that and my heart was broken. I wonder where my mother gets the money to buy abortion pills. It turned out that she always corrupted the monthly money that father gave to feed his children. 

She ate delicious food, while my two older brothers and I only ate rice and salt. I often see my mother often hiding delicious foods that I never eat before. 

     She said the food belonged to my father and my mother hid them in the wardrobe, among the piles of clothes and mother threatened us, whoever dares to take and eat all the food in this cupboard will die.

      I asked my father, whose daughter am I actually? why is mom so mean to me? finally dad told me that mom was really evil and cruel, dad had wanted to leave mom for a long time, dad came back home because of me. At that time, my father promised that he would try his best to send me to school until college so that I could be freed from my mother's grip.

     Then dad told me how dad first knew that mom was very evil, cruel and had a devil heart, at that time my dad's grandmother fell in the room and mother saw that, but mother did not help her but locked the room tightly until my father's grandmother died. Father said that father had returned mother to her parents because father had given up facing mother's cruelty and crime. 

     But mother's parents came pleading and prostrated in front of father so that father accepted mother back, mother promised to change but it didn't. Since then, my father's love for my mother was gone, there was only regret that he had chosen the wrong wife, whereas when he was young there were three candidates who wanted to be father's wife.

PART I Click Here
PART II Click Here
PART III Click Here
PART IV Click Here
PART V Click Here
PART VI Click Here
PART VIIClick Here
PART VIII Click Here
PART IX Click Here
PART X Click Here
PART XI Click Here
PART XII Click Here
PART XIII Click Here
PART XIV Click Here
PART XV Click Here
PART XVI

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