Jumat, 25 Februari 2022

I AM NOBODY'S CHILD PART IX

 


My mother only loves my father, there is nothing else in her heart, only father and father, If we eat everyday she gives us rice and salt, sometimes rice and chili sauce, sometimes rice and crackers, while meat is only provided for father ... we can't eat meat. 

She only loves my father but doesn't love his children. once so wanted to taste the taste of meat, we were desperate to eat the meat & mom cursed us that our lives were not safe, she also slapped us and told us to take out the meat we had eaten.

When I was in high school... because to go to high school I had to walk through a deserted road and there were natives who passed by on motorbikes holding my ass, other times there other native held my breasts and I don't know who they were 

Because they wore helmets and ran away quickly with his motorbike. when I was in high school, there was an old woman who really cared about me, she always looked out for me, she seemed to know that my life was very miserable, she invited me to come to her luxurious house.

Every week she picked me up, bought me my daily needs, took me for a walk to the mall. , for the first time I know the mall. She bought me beautiful clothes, bought me cosmetics, gave me money to buy sanitary napkins, shampoo, soap, toothbrush, toothpaste, hand body and so on. 

She wanted me to be her daughter, because she had no daughter and wanted a daughter. Apparently my mother was jealous and tried to keep that woman away from me, I always considered that woman as my angel, God sent her to me. 

I don't know what mom did, I remember when I started college, the woman stayed away from me and never gave me money again. Since the old woman left me, my father suddenly became rich, could buy one set karaoke, a car, truck.

Bought 3 acres of land and opened electric shop, the shop was mom, me and my second brother who took care of it. I think that the old woman gave part of her wealth for my welfare because she saw herself in me. When I wasn't know internet, I wrote a diary.

If I was sad I wrote diary to treat my sad and my wounded heart. At that time I was 22 years old and already graduated, my father told me to sing the song Hou Lai  And I immediately can sing it, then he registered me in a singing competition and immediately won second place.  I started to leave my diary and started singing when I was sad or bored. 

Then my first brother married a rich woman whose parents owned an oil factory and a restaurant. My suffering started again since my first brother married this woman.  when my older brother wanted to marry this rich woman, his friends had forbidden him, because his friends said this woman is not nice, and deaf but my first brother is a materialistic man, the woman promised to give my brother a job in the company belonged to his family.

At that time my brother worked at the bank, he stopped working at the bank because of the seduction of the deaf woman, and married the deaf woman who was 5 years older than him. 

At that time I was happy that my older brother married a rich woman, I thought he could raise the status of the family. They got married in a restaurant.

It turned out that after their wedding, the deaf woman handed over all the wedding expenses to my father. Of course my father was surprised and had to pay because he was embarrassed by the invited guests who came...And my older brother acted as if he didn't know anything.


PART I Click Here
PART II Click Here
PART III Click Here
PART IV Click Here
PART V Click Here
PART VI Click Here
PART VIIClick Here
PART VIII Click Here
PART IX Click Here
PART X Click Here
PART XI Click Here
PART XII Click Here
PART XIII Click Here
PART XIV Click Here
PART XV Click Here
PART XVI 

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