I AM NOBODY'S CHILD PART II

     

     

      I thought after I finished Kindergarten, my suffering would be finished, but it wasn't. My suffering was longer in elementary school because i was in elementary school for 6 years. Every day 5 hours at school.

Break time is the time I hate the most. Because that's when they get their chance to be rude to me. My father could not afford to send me to a special Chinese school. Even my father couldn't afford shoes.

So every day I had to wear torn shoes and my classmates shouted at me poor China, I couldn't even buy textbooks so I wasn't very smart in class. Everything I was wearing, my school uniform, shoes, bag and books were gifts from others and all of them were torn. I always imagined wearing a nice uniform, shoes and bag like my friends. Each grade level they always wear new uniforms, shoes and bags, unlike me, who always wear other people's used.

     I never knew breakfast because my mother never made breakfast for her children. When I wake up in the morning there is no breakfast, when I come home from school there is no lunch. What I remember is that my mother is very lazy, never cooks, washes, mops, as a mother she never does housework.

     i am a skinny little girl, i always imagine being able to eat well, for me ice cream, milk and chocolate are luxury foods, because every day i eat irregularly, it depends on my mother when she cooks rice then i can eat and i only eat rice and salt .

     My friends in class always bring water, cake, snacks and food from home prepared by their mother whereas I never, I often silently watch them eat. It was such a delicious meal for me, it made my saliva drop.

     So don't be surprised when the teachers ask me which parent do you love the most? so I answered my father while all my friends answered "my mother" and that made me even more rude because I was the only one who answered differently.

      what I experienced in kindergarten, I also experienced in elementary school, was grabbed, beaten and kicked, almost every day I experienced it for 6 years,in my life i never knew a good person because the people around me were mean to me.

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